I’m sorry for the chances
I didn’t take
Sorry for the reasons
I didn’t make
my life
I am sorry for the feeling
that I gave
Sorry for the moments
I just said
‘okay’
Sorry for your hope and fear
I might
Sorry for your shattered dreams
as I
broke in fight
I’m sorry for all the times
that I missed
in your life
Sorry for all the thousand reasons
I didn’t say
I’m thankful for the fact
that you stayed
either way
I’m sorry for the fact that I got ill
Sorry for all plans that dropped dead still
Sorry for all the laughter that we never felt
Sorry for all the pride and shit
that you
didn’t dare
to share
I’m sorry for all the losses I just took
Sorry I didn’t listen when you shook
me up
Sorry for the I don’t care abouts
the I have to goes
the times you found out to late
the times I forgot
it all to say
I hope you know
that it is just all okay
Eventhough all the chances
that I
couldn’t take
Know that I am glad for you in my life
Know that I wanted to be there when you cried
Know that I will try to all my might
Know that I am sorry for
all the things I am
When cancer came
And took me over
Just. At once
